“But when nothing is valued for what it is, everything is destined to be wasted.” ---Wendell Berry
More than a dozen bears are ambling and gobbling their way out of the hearts of Kodiak residents. There’s a couple in my neighborhood too. One was shot and killed while raiding a chicken coop not far from my house.
| Removal of the bear shot while raiding a chicken coop. |
We live on an island of more than 4000 Kodiak bears, the highest density of bears in the world. Most of the island is a federal bear refuge (everything in green on the map).
Our high school sports teams are, of course, “The Bears.” Part of our fishcamp is on Bear Island. We teach our kids what to do when they see a bear (photo) . We’re on the alert out there for bears swimming over to our fishcamp island. We have guns loaded on gun racks ready for a marauding bear. When we hike we fasten a canister of bear spray to our belts.
But we’ve not had so many frontyard bears before. The reason? A new garbage system. Central dumpsters have been replaced, inexplicably, with garbage cans (“rollcarts”) placed out on the streets, creating an irresistible temptation Blame is being slung as fast and harsh as hash and hard tack. No one is blaming the bears. Everyone is blaming the garbage; more specifically the ones who voted the new garbage system in.
Into this mess of blame and hash, I feel no need to defend the bear. The bear is himself an overwhelming fact of nature who can defend himself better than most (though not against guns). Nor can I defend the planners who passed this plan despite vociferous and prophetic objections.
I offer instead a few words in the defense of garbage, which cannot defend itself.
We hate it, of course. We despise even our own garbage. We lily-wrap it in scented bags (I predict floral garbage bags will be next) that lock, snap and tie like a noose to choke out any possible leakage. We whip it out our doors, out of sight and smell, as if it carried the bubonic plague.
But garbage tells the truth about us. It has wisdom to impart. It reminds us that are not independent, self-sustaining creatures. We must eat, drink, wear clothes, and clean up to stay alive and well. Our lives, our breath and our body costs other beings, requires other lives and resources. We cannot not create waste. Even without wrappers or fast food, the cleanest foods, even water will turn to waste in our bodies. There is always something left over. Only the dead produce nothing.
But we are wasteful in our waste. We tire of our clothes sooner than they wear out. We chuck our clunky-heeled shoes, no longer in style. We stuff the can with the turquoise coat too gauche for our taste this year. We serve ourselves too much food and throw away the rest. We throw too much away because we buy too much. We buy too much because we don’t know the difference between want and need.
And even what we throw away other creatures want and need.
I am not much different than most people. I’d like to consume less---less of everything, especially plastic (but maybe not shoes and clothes—which I buy a lot of, but mostly used--Phew!)
Two thousand years ago, when Jesus turned a boy’s sack lunch into a feast for 5,000, despite his ability to produce infinite resources, he threw nothing away. When all had eaten and marveled, he told the disciples, “Gather up the leftover fragments. Let nothing be wasted.”
Those words, both their spiritual and their literal application, are enough for me. “Let nothing be wasted.” Don’t waste pain, or fear or time or strength or resources or any of the gifts you’ve been given. Don’t even waste your waste.
Reduce it if you can. Don’t refuse so much of your refuse. At the least, let it remind you of the cost of life, what costly creatures we are.
Knowing this, don’t spend more: value everything you hold for all it’s worth.
And sometimes, don’t let go.






Leslie--Only you could turn dead bears and garbage into a sermon. Anyway, your thoughts reminded me of this piece I read some time ago:
ReplyDeleteJust Enough: I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear, enough rain to appreciate the sun even more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting, enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting, enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
Lastly, I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.
It takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them; an entire life to forget them.
Winn! I'm not sure it's entirely a good thing (garbage+bears=sermon!) But thanks for the words you sent. So very true! Especially "enough gain to satisfy your wanting, enough loss to appreciate all that you possess." Perfect! Without longing, without need, we would be entirely lost. I think God meets only those who long for him, who hunger for him, as the Beatitudes suggest as well. .. Blessings good friend!!
ReplyDeleteAny post that starts with Wendell Berry is off and running well, in my book.
ReplyDelete"Let nothing be wasted." Amen.
Your posts leave me with nothing to say Leslie - they are that good. Much to think about here - and nothing to waste!
ReplyDeletethank you kindly, Linda. I always look back at what I've written (after its posted) and mistakes, space wasted . ... but I do want to be someone who lives in the economy of God---recognizing all that is precious and wasting nothing. Thank you so very much for being here with me!
Delete"A new garbage system." wow. words fail. That system violates all the rules re: trash and bears.
DeleteI really like this post. So much to think about. This type of writing--the ability to take the mundane, the ordinary, and 'never give it a second thought' subjects and turn them into something thought provoking is why I'm amazed time and again with good creative non-fiction writers and their writing. Looking forward to more!
You have such an outward enthusiastic look on life, I love it so much. You have provided me more will and inspiration I've ever needed to go green as much as possible.
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