How many Christmases have you survived? It's a heavy weight to carry----the expectations of tiny snowy villages on mantels, wreaths on every door, anxiety that your chosen gifts will not please, the travail of beginning a family tradition---which then must be kept, until yes, we have a special meal and activity for nearly every day . . . It's astonishing that we do this to ourselves every year. And every year we vow to be simpler next year, to buy one gift, to relish the presence of one another most, to attend every worship service, to create the space we need to find wonder again . . .. and we don't.
But I believe it's still there-----Astonishment. I send this poem out to you in hopes it will revive what may be exhausted. I wrote it many years ago, and it has turned up around the world in the most surprising places. Its words redeemed a particularly difficult Christmas, and I send it to you now hoping it will do the same for you:
Let the Stable Still Astonish
Let the stable still astonish:
Straw-dirt floor, dull eyes,
Dusty flanks of donkeys, oxen;
Crumbling, crooked walls;
No bed to carry that pain,
And then, the child,
Rag-wrapped, laid to cry
In a trough.
Who would have chosen this?
Who would have said: "Yes,
Let the God of all the heavens and earth
be born here, in this place." ?
Who but the same God
Who stands in the darker, fouler rooms of our hearts
and says, "Yes, let the God
of Heaven and Earth
be born here ----
in this place."
-----Leslie Leyland Fields
Little else is needed but this presence, but do forgive me for selfishly wanting to give a little more. I would like to send off a book (of your choice from any I have written) to three people who request one, and to give a subscription to the best magazine on faith and culture that I know of, Christianity Today, to 3 others. I just want to thank you for your own presence with me this first year of Far aField Notes.
And I join you in asking, praying, seeking, imploring, searching, watching----for All that is Astonishing in the world that is, that relentlessly breaks upon us from the world to come.
Peace,
Leslie


Of course I want one of your books! Janice
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DeleteYes, I would love one of your books!
ReplyDeleteLinda
A book! A book! Please!
ReplyDeleteApril---you're one of the winners!! What book would you like?? (hooray!) And where do I send it??
DeleteOh, oh, oh! I just saw this. Surviving the Island of Grace. 354 N Franklin St, Delaware OH 43015. And yes, I am counting the days until mid-January!
DeleteI really enjoyed your poem. :) I also saw your addendum on FB, so since I already own your books and my husband subscribes to Christianity Today, you can keep my name out of your drawing to make things a bit easier. :)
ReplyDeleteThanks for bowing out of the running so graciously. I'll do a drawing tomorrow . .. Wishing you goodness and light this season, Cheryl!
DeleteI'll take a free subscription to CT! Thank you very much!
ReplyDeleteMichele---you got it! Email or FB your address??
DeleteRhubarb
ReplyDeleteLovely, Lovely, so well spoken. Thanks you for these thoughts.
ReplyDeleteI would love a giveaway item. God bless you and your family this Christmas season!
ReplyDeletePatti---you won the drawing! What book can I send to you, and where shall I send it? Happy Christmas!
DeleteI would love either a book (if not all spoken for) or the subscription to Christianity today.
ReplyDeleteBeautifully written poem.
DeleteIt is truly astonishing, Leslie, that He would come to us just as we are, right where we are. Yes, to have eyes open to the astonishing all around us. The poem is so touching.
ReplyDeleteI would love a book, but I think I'm a little late. No matter, I will just have to get one for myself one of these days! :-) I do love your writing.
Leslie -- I'd love to have a book, it would also remind me of Duncan, and his dorm-room boodstore in Williams '76-'77...
ReplyDeleteI have to know who this is!! Yes, the book store---which our first apartment became as well! Ahhhh, memories! I've got a lot of responses, so I'll put everyone's name in a hat and draw out three. Stay tuned!!
DeleteLucky day! You've won a book! Which book would you like--and where should I send it? (You can FB your address to me) Happy Christmas!
DeleteI would love one of your books!
ReplyDeleteI am reading now and love The Spirit of Food. I feel good every time I read it and feel the same way about your writing in general. I would love another one of your books or a subscription to Christianity Today.
ReplyDeleteRhonda---Sending a subscription to CT your way---but need your mailing address! Happy Christmas!!
DeleteThanks so much!I hope you had a Merry Christmas.
DeleteHello Leslie! I love this poem and remember reading it, for the first time, two years ago during our correspondences. Praise God for his grace.
ReplyDeleteI would love to win either! I already (thankfully!) have Surviving the Island of Grace and the Spirit of Food--both wonderful--but would take any other book or a CT subscription. Thanks for the chance to win. More importantly, thanks for the chance to reflect--again--on Christ at Christmas. Blessings to you!
Ann---a CT subscription is yours! Let me know your mailing address!
DeleteI found this poem years ago in one of Jan Karon's Mitford books and have shared it every Christmas since. I still tear up every time I read it. I'd love to win either gift!
ReplyDeleteCarre---a subscription to CT is coming your way! What is your mailing address?
DeleteAm I too late for the book drawing? Catching up on emails from my paternity leave last week.
ReplyDeleteChris----you won the drawing! What book would you like---and where do I send it?? Happy Christmas, friend!
DeleteHoping I'm not too late, but thought I'd comment just in case. Came over after hearing your encouragement on large families. Pregnant with my fourth and needing it, badly. Would love to have one of your books or magazine subscription. Thanks!
ReplyDeleteJennifer---congratulations on your fourth! I understand that feeling of total overwhelment .... I would love to send you a copy of "Surprise Child"---even if this one is not a surprise (because it shares a theology of parenting, in a narrative style.) Send me your address to my email:Leslieleylandfields@gmail.com. Blessings, Jennifer. Good is coming, though it's hard now . ... Sending my prayers for you . . . Leslie
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